It was almost 11:45 pm of May 14 year 2007. It is one of those many days a person can celebrate about…It’s mother’s day. Some would be a bit lucky to celebrate with their mom and family…but not everyone feels like celebrating… and it was true…
A small figure is lying on a bed in a dimly lit room. She feels empty. Every single thought that came to her mind just passed by without leaving any trace…as if she’s afraid to remember anything…not even a feeling, an emotion and even a little memory of what she has gone through…maybe because it will probably lead to asking herself some of the questions that would be very difficult for her to answer…Do I live a wonderful life? Am I fulfilled? Am I happy? Well, if I would answer it right now probably my answer would be…”Yes my life is wonderful, I feel fulfilled but I am not totally happy.”
Definitely my life is wonderful… It’s simply because I’ve been through a lot of trials and hardships and I was able to cope with them all. I became stronger facing more difficulties and pains to come and bear with them…I am ready to face anything …I see life as a never ending path of choices, decisions and opportunities…I believe that live is never without trials and difficulties but it is also never without joy and happiness.
I feel fulfilled but not totally happy. I really miss my mom...
