Hello world, its been a while. Finally, after 2 long years I am writing again. I really don’t know where to start because a lot has changed.
2019 had been a bumpy ride. It was one of those very challenging times for me, I almost lost myself. I don’t want to give further details, but all I can say is that l’ve learned from my mistakes. It is mostly my fault, I will take full responsibility for that. However, l believed that It was bound to happen no matter how I prevent myself in having poor decisions that time. If there’s a chance for me to re-live those moments of weakness, I might have done something differently. If only I’ve been more honest to myself and to others about how I feel, It could have prevented me from doing that mistake. The thing is, how will I learn? I don’t think I’ll be stronger like this if I haven’t experienced that.
Now, I’ve finally forgiven myself. I know I’ve hurt people, mostly those whom I love and loved. You know who you all are, I am so sorry for hurting you in an unimaginable way. I apologize for all my shortcomings. I am better now, I hope everyone is. Let’s move on and move forward. 💕
