extremeness in life

when do you feel very pre-occupied? when do u feel u dont even know what is it that you feel? Dont know if its right to feel this way or not? How can you possibly cope up with the extremeness of what you are feeling?

how can you solve a problem when you dont even know what is it? dont even know how to describe it. dont know if its a problem or just part of our life we cant accept…

lots of unrecognized emotions, denials, sadness, madness, regrets, unanswered questions…all of which should be accepted even without undestanding it…without knowing why it happened for, why it happened now…for it will all be answered in God’s time.

i missed you lola. luv u.

im cold

hay, naku super lamig na poh dito...i never expected it to be this cold...prang may snow na...hahaha...sabi nga nila pag mainit dito super init at pag malamig nmn naku super lamig. as in super! u will be sick if u'll not wear jacket pero dun sa mga sanay na ok lng. lalo n ung mga makakapal ung balat at taba sa katawan pero ung mga kagaya kong sexy (hahahha) naku halos mafreeze na.

everyday, i used to wear 1 sando with blouse (yung makapal) then 2 jackets but then nanginginig parin me sa lamig. minsan nga nagbabaon p me ng socks eh. hahahha then pag gabi nmn hindi n effective ung simpleng kumot lng..dapat comforter na ang gamit mo.

hindi mo n rin pala kelangang gumamit ng ref kasi ung chocolate n iniwan ko sa table kusa nlng tumigas eh..hahaha...at pag magkakape ka inumin mo kaagad kung hindi para kng nagtimpla ng cold coffee..hahhaha

sana nga wag ng umulan ulit kasi sabi nila after ng ulan mas lalamig p ung environment...

anyhow, i still like it this way kesa sa super init.

welcome 2008

...wishing a better life for all of us this year...