hello po. i wonder how old u r now. tumatanda k rin kaya poh...anyhow, i wish u happy birthday. Merry xmas and happy new year as well. I love you very much. sana happy ka poh... mwah. mwah. salamat sa lahat. mwah ---->>>cha
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merry christmas to all! this is actually my first christmas here. It's not that very bad but neither it was that good. Perhaps, i think i will not even remember this. haha..joke.
we've spent our christmas eve with our Filipino friends. it was also the birthday of tita jessica...so we stayed in her place.
happy bday to you
happy bday to you
happy birthday
happy birthday
happy birthday to you...
happy bday tita Jess
happy bday Jesus!
Tama nga sila, "malungkot talaga ang pasko pag wala k sa sarili mong bansa at lalong mahigit pag di mo kapiling ang buo mong pamilya". I dont even know how my mom manage to be alone every christmas. : (( Now i can feel how much she sacrificed just for our sake. tatag nga ni mami eh. ang tatag ng mga Pilipino dito...kahit malungkot go parin! kahit umiiyak na ang puso ngiti parin n parang wala lang... Party party para aliwin ang sarili. kantahan dito at sayawan doon sama sama kahit malungkot...mas maganda ung ganun diba? may kasama kang maging malungkot hahaha... hay. . . . .
yesterday, tumawag kami sa pinas. my mom talked to my dad and they both greet each other a merry xmas. alam ko sad si mami pero di niya pinapakita...haha on denial..hehehe. nung binigay niya ung phone sakin para kausapin ung dad ko...muntik n akong umiyak pero dahil im good in repressing such emotion naitago ko rin ang pagkasabik ko sa kanila pero sa loob loob ko gusto ko ng umiyak ng todo todo. di pwede. dapat maging masaya. dapat piliing maging masaya...
Joy does not simply happen to us---
sabi Henri Nouwen---> we have to choose joy
and keep it choosing everyday.
Pinipili nating magkaroon ng magaan na kalooban
kahit sa gitna ng matinding karanasan batay sa paniniwala
na tayo ay nasa Diyos and nothing,
not even death, can take God away from us.
*** inspired by father Egion during our retreat****
I know kahit sama sama kaming nagpasko dito...kahit mukha nmang masaya... bawat isa sa amin ay may tinatagong kalungkutan...ayaw lamang namin ipakita kasi kelangan naming maging matatag sa pagharap sa mga susunod pang araw...
..im such a drama queen. haha pero sadly totoo tong mga pinagsasabi ko....kaya ikaw kung malungkot k pilitin mo maging masaya para sa KANYA...
Jesus, happy bday ulit.
