well, recently, i saw this couple passed by in front of me as i was walking home. they haven't notice me at all. They were old (maybe around 60-70 i guess) and they were actually walking holding each other's hand. Buong time n pinagmamasdan ko sila ni minsan di sila nagbitiw ng kamay. ang sweet! Tanda na nila pero ganun p rin noh? hay, sino kaya makakasama ko pagtanda ko? when will i get married? at sino nmn pakakasalan ko?Before, i use to tell myself many times that i will marry by age 25. i'm 22 already and by February 2008 i'm turning 23. gosh, 2 years nlng. Pano kung wala p ung right guy? pano kung anjan n pero di nmn pwede? Pano kung ikasal nga ako pero di nmn ako maging masaya? pano kung im not really meant to marry? ewan.
Bilis ng panahon noh? before i was just asking for a perfect and sweet boyfriend...
...ung parati kong makakasama,
...ung palaging nandiyan sa tabi ko kapag naiirita at badtrip ako,
...ung magbibitbit ng bag ko mabigat man o hindi,
...ung hahatid ako at susunduin kapag may mga lakad ako kahit super busy ng sched niya,
...ung magtitext ng "i love you", "gudAM", "gudPM", "eat ka na poh", "sweetdreams", etc.
...ung palaging may time para sakin
pero now iba na. mas higher level kung baga. gusto ko ung makakasama ko habang buhay. someone who will be a good husband and more importantly a good father to my children. we all want this right? perhaps kasi pag marriage n pinag uusapan ibang level nrin ng relationship. maraming pagdadaanan kaya dapat ung "partner" natin handa ring harapin kahit ano just to make the relationship work and save the marriage even when things seems impossible.
everyday i met different couples karamihan mga bata p...18 palng may asawa na...and mukha nmn silang happy with their life. it made me ask myself "am I too young or too old to get married?" I can't answer it. perhaps, being totally naive about this whole marriage thing i dont know. i really dont know.
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basta ako e, i don't look too young to get married. hehehe. jowk! :-) pero seriously, i feel you. ako, i'm 24 na pero i don't think i'm getting married sooner din. ako ren naman e, i guess everybody pa nga e wants to have a great or even perfect married life. pero cha, i don't think we have to force ourselves up with these things. i don't think you have to force yourself to wed pag dating mo ng 25. the way i've known you..., hindi ikaw ang tipo ng babaeng mauubusan ng mga good guys na kagaya ko. (plug ko lang. hehehe. jowk!) the best thing to do is to pray to God about our future partners. alam mo, i used to pray about beautiful things na i thought was really good pero nung binigay na saken e madalas, akala ko lang pala un. pero there's nothing wrong about you praying for things you want. kaya ako, kunwari e gusto ko ng maganda't seksing mapapangawsawa e ipagpepray ko :-) pero in the end, not my will but God's will be done. oha. hehehe. kasi He still knows what's best for all of us. Tiwala lang tayo. orayt?! :-) ayus.
oo nga...wala lng pra kasing like ko n mag asawa..hahaha ewan ko b bat ganun nfeel ko now..hahaha
eh ako ren naman... gusto ko naren mag-asawa. basta. lam mo ba, gusto ko naren magkaroon ng anak ko... parang kasing naiinggit ako sa mga tatay... parang ang sarap maging tatay. hehehehe. basta.
edi mag anak k n kuya! hahahhaa
errrh... e panu yan? di ako makagawa ng beybi kasi wala pakong makuhang mommy... hehehehe. ayus. panu na ang aking pangarap na magka-anak? hukhukhuk :( tulong cha. hehehe. jowk! hehehe. apir!
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